msn [away] ; no one

listening to ; Dmah-Look into my eyes

feelings&thoughts ; ARGH ! ><

today was soo fcuking cold like yesturday ! >< .. got to school, saw Kim, Long`s little sis .. waved to her, went shelter .. Annie was copying jessie`s hist. notes since there was a test later .. careers- sir was going on about some shit .. wasnt listening .. finished copying this overhead .. worked on this worksheet usinf the tafe textbook .. english- worked in groups on this poem thingy .. it was me, My, tanya, trang and doreen .. lols all asian except for doree. n .. los trang and dooren was talking about orange flavoured condoms oO" .. science- presented our posters .. each group had to listen and write down notes and each presentation .. and the guys were making a big deal cos someone farted and yes it stank real bad ==" .. recess- erhs cant remember what happened but did see C.C many times >< .. double history- first period had our test .. ii was cheating using My`s little notes xDD .. 2nd period Mrs spent the period talking about our assignment and esssay and especially about when out trials and sc are gonna be and the subject selections for next yr etc .. geography- erhs had to dogg lisa and sat with My >< .. bludgey lesson .. had this title page to complete .. My was going through my dreamie collection .. lunch- walking around with tina for a bit .. trang, my and me was playing scissors paper rock .. but different verion xDD .. saw C.C agains how many times >< .. double ceramics- sir was spending both periods talking to like 4 ppls about their inappropriate behaviours .. was meant to go research in library but that was cancelled .. yr assembly- erhs nothing much happened .. solina kept poking me ! ><" .. adrian and alex was talking about the formal at livo or someshit .. after school walked with annie and tina to my car .. saw C.C AGAIN on the way out .. she was looking at me like always oO" .. tina said she waved but ii didnt see anything >< .. picked up bro and on the way home in the car saw Sergei and his little bro walking ==" ..

right nows ii seriously feel very fcuked up about whats happening .. and confused and upset .. ii just dont know what to believe anymore .. dont know who`s bullshitting and who`s telling the truth .. but ii know that one or two of them are being honest and the other is just being a bitch and saying shit ..

tCz ` keep smiling =)

msn [online] ;  Seilla, Joe, Murphy, Tony, Tuan

listening to ; nothing

feelings&thoughts ; cold ! .. sigh whats up with HIM ><

merhs so fcuking cold today ! .. everyone was freezing their ass off ! >< .. double commerce- organized our groups for the running a business shit .. im with jessie, sarah, doreen and bolou .. gonna make food and drink =D .. science- finished working on our posters, presenting them next lesson that is tmr .. Robson told me something about Sergei >< .. recess-so fcuking cold ! .. went library with tina and jessie and talked especially about my complicated love life LOL == .. double childstudies- watched the video about the baby that we`re gonna be taking home .. after Mrs activated the two babies one girl and one boy and set it on practise mode .. omgosh its soo cute ^^ LOL .. crying etc etc .. so real xDD .. maths- worked on ratios and did this work shit .. me and Leng were eating snakes =D .. lunch- hrmms went canteen with tina to look for annie and jessie and they were .. ooh and saw C.C a few times .. sigh keep getting reminded of HIM .. she`s always looking at me >< .. tina and annie told us about their Step-by-Step plan to get over your problems LMAO and it soo fcuking hilarious ! xDD .. was standing outside lib since they were eating .. Seilla came finally ! talked and got the hug he owed me ! .. hes soo tall >< .. double pe- since the other classes were still doing their speeches, proper sport wasnt on .. damn jessie and tina were the only 2 girls in our class that got changed, the other girls lncluding me didnt xD but all the boys were changed .. jessie and tina had a choice to play soccer with the boys or bball/handball by themselves and well you can guess what they chose xD .. after school saw C.C again >< .. walked with annie and tina .. merhs it was sprinkling .. found mum`s car like finally .. so crowded .. picked up bro went home .. showered, eat, tv, net =)

tCz ` off nows =) <33 `mariiaa